Update

Its sad that noone reads this or is it sad that I don't really feel like there is really anything interesting to write. I started blogging earler because I knew that I wanted to get pregnant soon and since that hasn't happened yet the blog has been so far rather boring.

I was talking with a co-worker yesterday about the whole prenanacy thing and she reinterated what I have been hearing for the past year now. Just wait when it happens it will happen but it wont happen until it is time. I know I don't want to rush myself into something I will later forget I have just lately been feeling that same old twinge for a baby. I have been full out obsessed again. I keep going on sites to get tips on how to concieve even though I know that in the best of circumstances things don't always pan out so I just have to hold a little longer.

I am continnuing to try to lose weight although I keep messing things up. Right now my focus is no dairy and no cola. Of course today I had a little cheese on my tacos at Chipotle and I ate so much. I just have to keep focused whatever it takes even if it means that I have to buy those frozen diet meals and eat them for lunch. I know what you are thinking those diet meals never work but they will save money and I will be able to have something here for lunch so maybe I will be less tempted. Maybe I will go to the grocery store and give it a try.

I have started back into logging my calories into sparkpeople and I am feeling happy about that.