Blogged Insight

I realized today why it is I love blogging so much. I love when you get all this feedback from people. You get to hear their opinions or advice on certain things you are going through. I also love going back and seeing what people said in response to old things I have said. It's a neat chronological record of what is going on with you and where your mind is at in any given moment.

Today I am feeling pretty nasty again but I am thinking all of this will pass soon enough. Like I said before at least I know the baby is there. I am just really bummed that I can't be a little more social. I really wanted to go see Harold & kumar with Audre but my body is just breaking down right now. Yesterday I noticed that I was getting really tired and today is no acception. I have to say this is worse then when I was dragging in those earlier weeks.

I have started to notice my pregnancy a lot more. I have the morning sickness in full swing, very very fatigued, and today I have been having an off and on headache. Its just a hot mess but I love it. I like my hormonal rants and my uncomfortable feelings.

I am figuring that I just have a burn out today because this past weekend was so fast and busy. People are telling me if I am feeling this way then I need to listen to my body and know that it may just feel exausted and that I am using a lot of energy to grow the baby. Still I am frustrated with myself like I can't just go see a movie and hang out with one of my best friends but I know I will have to take it easy for at least the next month or so. And I figure I will rest up a lot tonight and see how I feel tomorrow.

I think I have mentioned this in this blog but on Thursday I am having my first sonogram so I am all excited to see that heartbeat and I just am really praying everything is right on track. I keep getting all nervous and finnakie because this is my first baby and in some ways being nervous makes it feel more real. It is still so easy at this point to forget that there is a baby in there. I just can't wait until I am really really pregnant looking. (Ha I say that now!)