Today is quite crazy. I have been running around doing so much to get ready for this meeting that is coming up right around the corner and of course I volunteered to help switch over some file drawers. I have been little Miss Multi-tasker all day. I really didn't get much of a lunch today since I was actually printing things and getting everything organized. I have been treating this like its my meeting a little bit so I get the idea of how much work really goes into it. I feel tired because we have all been running around here like chickens with no heads preparing for meeting after meeting. I am glad though that the job is really starting to get into the nitty gritty. I think this is a great way to get in there and get started. I have the freedom to try things out without getting into trouble if they go awry.
On the nutrition side of things, I didn't go to the gym yesterday or Tuesday so I am thinking about trying to get my butt there today or at the very least tomorrow. Although I am still very proud of myself for working out on Saturday and Monday. It was fabulous release and I just love going, listening to music, and jamming out all my tension. Its my goal today to get myself there and just kick back a little. Its weird but I actually think I feel more relaxed when I am working out then when I just go home and lay on the couch.
So far no period for this month but I can feel it coming. I have low energy, back aches, puffiness, and cravings (plus I am pretty sure I am a moody someone). I am not going to get upset if I get my period this month because I know that I have a lot more I can do for myself and it may not be the best time for me right yet but its coming. Although I need to slow down on my eating. I have been going out and buying lots of food and just thinking that because I worked out its all good but I need to really focus on trying to find that balance.
In fact I am making this month's theme "Experimentation & Balance". I want to experiment with different "old wives tales" and "ancient remedies" for increasing female fertility. I think I talked about this in another entry earlier so I am not going to belabor it anymore. So that is going to begin with menstration and stop with ovulation.
The next point I am really trying to focus on is Balance. I can see how everytime I pick something up in my life I let another thing fall by the wasteside. I want to try to find a nice balance so I am not hoping from one extreme to the next but rather juggling my tasks without feeling overwhelmed. I think by allowing myself to go too far in one direction and letting everything else go I just develop more problems for myself. Finding balance is so hard though so I am thinking about looking at health & fittness vs. pleasure foods & relaxation.
More on this later....
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