Today I have been feeling a little down about myself. I realized that I haven't really lost any weight over the past few months. I have been going up and down in the same weight category and I am starting to get really bummed out. I have about 12 days or so until my next scheduled ovulation so hopefully with my added fitness plan and a little more committment to nutrition I will be able to hit my goal for this month.
It has been hard this past week since we have been going to a lot of meetings that last crazy hours. The hotels always provide food for us like muffins, cookies, sodas, etc. and when you are starving, bored, tired and right next to you sits a mound of junk food...yeah you go for it. I am going to have to figure out a plan on how to combat this hunger. I was thinking I would pack some healthier snacks for myself and then eat those instead of the hotel food. I think that is a plan that just may work.
Honestly, I am feeling pretty depressed about not concieveing yet. I know that my body has made great strides toward this goal but every now and then it feels overwhelming. I just tend to get a little defeated about the whole situation and then I start to regret that I have not done better. Sticking to a diet plan has always been so hard for me and I feel like a lot of the time I am not actually achieveing what really needs to be achieved. Today I could use some positive feedback which I am not really thinking I would get here since no one reads this.
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