Back On It

So this weekend I was soooo bad actually I think I have been pretty bad for the last couple of days but I am back at work today and feeling like I can do this again. I had a little mental freak out about ovulation. I was thinking that since I am not seeing Osheroff for a while that suddenly I wouldn't ovulate this month. But as of today and yesterday that is not a problem anymore. What is super fantastic about the whole thing is that I am being consistant. So every month I can pretty much assume that I will ovulate on the 19th & the 20th day of my cycle.

All weekend I was craving food like crazy but it seems like everything has subsided. I think with all this baby stuff going on (eg babyshowers birthdays etc) I have been feeling a little sad about still not conceiving. I just have to tell myself that it isn't the end of the world and that no matter what happens this month I should be grateful for my body working.

Today has been total utter chaos however. I arrived to work late (like 20 minutes) which wouldn't have been a problem except I realized I had a training class at 9 and I was already late for it. I showed up around 30 minutes late to my Time Management class--you can just breathe the irony. Anyway I am back at work and still feeling a little discheveled. I just like when everything is in order. Also my TL is going to give me my first RFA to work on so I am excited. We were supposed to meet with the SRO like 2 hours ago but she keeps saying in a couple of mintues and so it gets pushed back. When I get off of lunch that is going to be the first place I go!