Ok so for some really extra crazy reason I am super dooper hyper. Like out of this world scaring myself hyper and I am having such a hard time controlling it. I am probablly going to leave here early since I am spazzing out and everyone else has pretty much already closed up shop. I am just feeling out of control right now. Its nuts! Tomorrow I have to get up really early but I should get off of work early which will be really nice!
I think I am all crazy becasue I looked at a calendar to figure out the dates of my goals and all this that and the other and ended up revving myself up for doing an IUI in March. I have to say I am even more motivated than I was before but I think I am brimming with too much excitment. It feels like I have already lived through it all, satisfied my goals, got the IUI, and I am well on my way to motherhood. Of course I know this is not true but all in the same I am so glad to just be working on myself and whatever reason I find to do that is good enough for me.
When I get home I am going to call Stan to see what time he will be back to plan what we are doing for dinner. If all I have is a pbj then I will have done really really well on my calories!
I am so proud of me. Maybe that is why I am super hyper. I feel happy that I am really sticking with this and it doesn't really seem all that hard.
I have gone to the bathroom like a hundred thousand times today because I have been drinking water consistantly all day long. This is actually something I have been doing since Friday.
So the countdown is doing great so far and I like counting down until March because I am not going to stop my weight loss but its like this is how far I am until my next IUI. Although I still haven't gotten my period yet. I think I may get it tomorrow so I am keeping my fingers crossed. I took a birth control test over the weekend and it was negative so I am sure I will get my period within the next couple of days (I ovulated on Day 19 & 20 so I should have a later period than if I had ovulated on Day 16). Other than that I am lookin good feelin great!
I want to go home soooo bad!! I really just want to go into the hallway and run up and down the stairs. Wait I am going to go do that now.
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