So I have done great so far on my calories but I am still stuck in boredsville! I also have like at least 2 1/2 hours before I get something to do. I hate being bored. Sometimes its nice to be slow don't get me wrong but if all there is is a lull it makes me feel like I am not constructive and that my whole day here is one big waste. Now I know that isn't true because being here is what keeps me in line so to speak but I just am having a hard time adjusting to another day of nothing.
The funny thing is I have been really focusing on this Friday weight loss. I am obsessed, and I know usually it is bad to be obsessed with losing weight but I just really want to be able to do the next cycle. I have gotten myself so excited by the whole thing! I keep sitting here looking at the calendar trying to figure out all the days. SO now I am little obsessed (by alittle I clearly mean a whole lot!). I think I have gotten this crazy because I have run out of constructive things to do at work so when I get bored I have all this time to think about all the logicistics of wanting a baby. Which in-turn leads me to be fixated on the event. I know I just have to relax but I get all excited and that's that.
All For Now
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